When anticipating something to happen, probably good, u have a real image of the thing, u know, somewhat a scenario in your mind. In other words u know what to expect. When u didn’t think about anything and yet shit happens and u feel disappointed not by him, but in ourself, personally, when u feel betrayed and left.
I was going to say that I cannot judge whether whose fault is it. On the contrary, who am I fooling - all u did was lie to me, exaggerate and deceive … Non can I commit to stop me feeling blue, nor will I list all your good features of the character, your inchated, dreamy smile, deeeep dark eyes…. overall reasons I do love you. And the finniest part is that I knew, I knew it all along. They say the heart doesn’t lie and so did mine… I knew, all my being screamed believing you was the worst thing I could do and still your words sounded sooooo miraculously. Weak as I am, now I lie awake, trying to heal my heart…
An interesting fact is that in the very moment I come to thinking I’m not ever going to deal with you and your lies … You stop calling and texting me, I’m calm and all thoughts of you have flown far away from my naive mind … Bam! You’re back in the game with the most wonderful thing my eyes have ever seen and has ever came to me.
No songs can describe this madness.
Without wings, I’m falling headlong for the ground and collision is unavoidable. You played your part terrific, an Oscar is not enough. I’ll get u back boy, remember it!
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